Wednesday, September 14, 2011

School girl.

I often say to myself that I could possibly be the craziest person for taking on so many things in my life. I should just do what I can to keep my sanity. But no, can't do that! I decided to go back to school after 12 years. This is not something I wanted to share with everyone. There is some sort of pressure when you tell people you are doing something such as this. What if I don't finish? What if I don't make it into the very competetive nursing program? If I don't finish will you think less of me? Silly, I know. These questions weigh in my mind all the time. I am a mother of four kids, help run my husbands business, running kids to dance/soccer/football/ piano, running the household, at home teacher help (see like that! why do I say yes)etc, etc. Now I am adding studying and homework to my schedule. I'm worried all my obligations are going to make me put it on the back burner again. But at this  moment I am very motivated to get it done. In the summer I took one class and this fall I am only taking a couple of classes which has been okay. Any more and I think I would be beyond stressed. Also, if you don't see me posting on my blog (not that I was very good anyway) and not commenting on yours you know why. So here I am letting you know that I am taking another shot at school. I will finish! It just may take a while.

6 comments:

Beth said...

You go Renee!!! My MIL went back to school w/ seven kids at home. I think she even has crazy stories of taking the youngest one with her sometimes. You can do it. Doesn't matter how long it takes - if it's something you wanna do, you'll be so glad.

Amber said...

Way to go girl! I think that's awesome. I'm with Beth. Who cares how long it takes to finish! You can totally do it. Good luck.

Deanne said...

Congratulations! That's very exciting. And no, I won't think less of you if you don't finish. :) It sounds like you're already used to juggling a crazy schedule, so what's one more ball in the air, right? You can do it!

brookeisacrazylady said...

that is soo awesome! And a great idea...you do it first and then i will copy you :)

is there a good time to do anything? way to go.

Anonymous said...

I think you are amazing and I know you can do it! Wish I could help you to make it a little easier. I am proud of you!
Love Mom

Maria said...

This is soooo cool! Congrats super woman!!