I can't believe you are four years old. I feel like it was just yesterday you were born. You were so perfect and I was so completely in love with you. I remember crying when I heard your first cry as you just entered the world and your daddy said what a sad cry you had. You still have that same cry. I feel like it was just yesterday that we were back at the hospital just one month after you were born and you were sick and I was so scared to see you with tubes down your nose. It was such a rough start for such a little guy. But now you are so healthy and strong. Sometimes I think you could be five because you are that articulate and funny. Where did these four years go? They went by way too fast. You are my little funny, daring, loving, wild, smart boy that is growing up way too fast for me. I love the special little bond you and I have and I just wish I could keep you right here at this cute age. Love you with all my heart.