School girl.

I often say to myself that I could possibly be the craziest person for taking on so many things in my life. I should just do what I can to keep my sanity. But no, can't do that! I decided to go back to school after 12 years. This is not something I wanted to share with everyone. There is some sort of pressure when you tell people you are doing something such as this. What if I don't finish? What if I don't make it into the very competetive nursing program? If I don't finish will you think less of me? Silly, I know. These questions weigh in my mind all the time. I am a mother of four kids, help run my husbands business, running kids to dance/soccer/football/ piano, running the household, at home teacher help (see like that! why do I say yes)etc, etc. Now I am adding studying and homework to my schedule. I'm worried all my obligations are going to make me put it on the back burner again. But at this  moment I am very motivated to get it done. In the summer I took one class and this fall I am only taking a couple of classes which has been okay. Any more and I think I would be beyond stressed. Also, if you don't see me posting on my blog (not that I was very good anyway) and not commenting on yours you know why. So here I am letting you know that I am taking another shot at school. I will finish! It just may take a while.